Uninstall – Bokurano – アニンインストーばくらの

Wow this song really is intense when you really look at it. It really silently encompasses the huge suicide problem in Japan right now. 30,000+ a year in Japan off themselves, either in suicide forests or fuck themselves up in their apartments. It really is a pain in the ass, just realize that with this huge number you have to take into mind the huge amounts of people who think about it constantly every single day in their life in Japan. Thing is, religion is prominent in Japan, there is a temple ever couple blocks at times. There is assistance and there are people who are willing to truly listen and to help people adapt to such a chaotic mess such as Japan.

Uninstall – Bokurano – アニンインストーばくらの

See below post for translation and for Japanese version

Although I love this country, there are people who have been forced to evolve in an area of so many people that they forget themselves in the mess as well as do other. I mean it’s considered bad luck to watch an on coming train here in Japan because it’s a possibility that someone will jump out in front of it when it is approaching. I fully disagree with the thought of suicide as a real thought and action. Everyone has thought about suicide and felt like it would be best to die, but in reality, and for the sake of a cosmic joke, you don’t die when you kill yourself. You’ll just jump to another reality until you realize it worth working yourself out naturally.

So there is no actual point to suicide because it accomplishes really nothing, and no matter how much you hate your experience now, your going through it if you like it or not. And by your all knowing self, you laugh at your feble attempts to escape it. Sorry. Either way, very epic song. I dislike the notions of killing one self Japanese style Sheppuku (せっぷく) isn’t the answer my little Jap Jap friends.

-Elli Sanders

PS: For those Jap Japs who feel they need to kill themselves please do it outside your apartment, your death inside an apartment curses your landlords, family and sometimes friends and they have nothing to do with your decision. Unless they are bastards then go ahead, but if you have any appreciation of them even if its just they are another human being trying to get by just as you are now. Respect them the company working as your landlord and the actual landlord. Remember though, you decision only really effect your reality. Once you leave this fractal dimension then you forever leave it until the next rotation of life.

Below is the lyrics / translated and in Japanese

あの時 最高のリアルが向こうから会いに来たのは
僕らの存在はこんなにも単純だと笑いに来たんだ
耳を塞いでも両手をすり抜ける真実に惑うよ
細い体のどこに力を入れて立てばいい?

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この星の無数の塵のひとつだと
今の僕には理解できない
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恐れを知らない戦士のように
振る舞うしかない アンインストール

僕らの無意識は勝手に研ぎ澄まされていくようだ
ベッドの下の輪郭のない気配に
この瞳が開く時は心など無くて
何もかも壊してしまう激しさだけ
静かに消えて行く季節も選べないというのなら

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僕の代わりがいないなら
普通に流れてたあの日常を
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この手で終わらせたくなる
なにも悪いことじゃない アンインストール

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この星の無数の塵のひとつだと
今の僕には理解できない
アンインストール アンインストール
恐れを知らない戦士のように
振る舞うしかない アンインストール

It came from beyond the extreme reaches of our reality,
It came to laugh at our naive existences.
I am puzzled by the truth that slips through my hands even as I cover my ears.
Where in this thin body do I find the strength to stand?

Uninstall, uninstall.
I was told that I am just one of the countless specks of dust on this planet,
But that is something I cannot yet comprehend.
Uninstall, uninstall.
I have no choice but to pretend that
I am a warrior who knows no fear. Uninstall.

Our subconscious grows sharper without us realizing.
When I open my eyes to the contourless presence below my bed,
I am devoid of any feelings,
Except an impulse to destroy everything and anything.
Since I can’t even choose the season of my passing…

Uninstall, uninstall.
If there’s no one left to replace me,
Then I will take that regular daily life and
Uninstall, uninstall.
It makes me want to end everything with these hands.
It’s not a bad thing to uninstall.

Uninstall, uninstall.
I was told that I am just one of the countless specks of dust on this planet,
But that is something I cannot yet comprehend.
Uninstall, uninstall.
I have no choice but to pretend that
I am a warrior who knows no fear. Uninstall.